Cute Teenage Love Stories I do not know why, but I suddenly felt very dizzy. Disorientation washed over my body and spirit, and thousands of shades of green in front of me started swimming in my eyes, forcing them to close. My hands unfolded my lap, and on the ground on either side of me took hold. I brace myself, staring intently into the blackness of my eyelids.I deep breath and began to fifteen. It was stupid, I realize. Childish and stupid, but I counted anyway, and when my breathing steady, I crossed my arms over my legs again.
It was a very bright, lazy, empty Sunday afternoon in the last throws of summer. A cloud on the blue sky swim, and I tried working on. For a moment I thought I was something, a dragon, but the form fade in my mind and I realized it was my imagination. I stretch my head looking back over the rest. A few picnic tables, a small building with two bathrooms and a candy and soda machines, and my lonely car parked on a Grassy place a few feet from me. Sigh, I looked from the shore I sit on. Waves of grass, and lines of trees that are transformed into a forest and then a bunch that still the horizon, where a line of mountains shatter the soil and air.
She was coming. I thought to myself. She is definitely coming. And yet, something deep within me, a growling, animal power told me that she did not come. The creature was dark, hidden in darkness and dark self. It wrapped around me, choking me like a python, pressed his mouth close to my ear and whispered to me that she did not come, that she never meant to come. I felt the animal to grab me and I tried to throw him off. Childish, again, but still I imagine myself standing tall and noble. I failed, though, and the fear inside my heart continued to chew, my hands tightened around my knees as I waited. Waited. Waited. And began to feel she really does not.
